fear

good morning peeps..sunny woke me up...huhh,i thought i was late go to class.today, tomorrow, after tomorrow will pass by...where are they?why we can't saw them all back?are they never come again or they just dissapeared like a rainbow?wherever those days go there is a sweet and bitter things inside them that they carried along the day..and who knows one of the sweet and bitter that taken is yours?how are you going to deal with it?you wanna let it go as days passing by or keep fresh in your mind to be remembered?as for me it is like this."things don't always turn out as planned." there will be one time we facing all of that either you are strong enough or not.if you can't find a place to put yourself in, you may create that place. because you yourself are the creater why not it is suit for you right?


i just thinking that how i'm going to gone through all these weeks, days, month,and the moment left?if i keep thinking i'm going crazy enough. To feel secure i just make it easy in my own way. That particular day will always you go through. So, what the different if i was fear because of that?The last i can do is i'll keep shining in God name..Merry Christmas to my beloved family.. I love you all much..dear friends who ever been with me in idle time or the happy moment we shared together i would like to say Merry Christmas too.

mayday...

i'm going to have a precious moment this week=)..i got valued time with them all..just a month left for me to sit for final exam..i forgot what bad about is and i'm ready to be me as well.There is nothing i fear to and worried about..everything was released already..there is people who cares..


thanks lord jesus...

home flu..

hua...cerita punya cerita suda maw final nie..tapi tiket kapal terbang belum booking lagi..aduhh,sebab tunggu jadual exam keluar dulu ba kan..last2 suda mahal jadi nya...ermm...cepat la balik...


seronok & rasa diberkati bila semuanya ada..terima kasih tuhan..thanks lord jesus..saya punyai buah keyakinan lagi untuk memuji & menyembah engkau..your born saved the world..
krismas kurang sebulan lagi..jadi,di sinilah sambutan krismas saya tahun ni bersama-sama pelajar sabah sarawak yang lain..berkumpul menjadi satu..
buat keluarga saya..semoga semuanya sihat dan diberkati selalu..and specialy for my mom,be strong and keep live..God always with you..and your daughter here was missing you so much..to dad,when i call i wanted to hear that broken english you always used to speak with me..and for those agnes and jusua perhaps you two be nice and wait i go home then we got our valued time...

monday till sunday

hye you all...its quite has been a long time not updating here...i was busy with "school matters"hehe...by the way, i really miss home this moment..every morning i woke  up sure ill remember home..huhu..how sweet it is..
owkay,now im gonna to strive for final project assignment..and also the two event,,,.wow..seems time was jealous of me..hikhik..tadi balut hamper kat bilik tuk budak2 oku..selasa ni gi event tu ah...perhaps ape yg dah plan sume tu jadi ar nanti..
nak share la ckit pic td..tp gambo i xder sbb i jd photographer..hehe

mid term break

shalom everyone....i'm wake up in the morning of monday...you hate monday?no, i'm not because it is holiday already. if not sure lazy to get up.urmmm, want talk what today huh?stay at college with members of sarawakian and sabahan while others going back hometown.but then we got something interesting instead of being locked like a cat here.haha...
want know what?yesterday after come back from church we tapau the char siew rice..haha..and take dinner together..seems thre is no one around why not right?hehe..thanks timmy,denny and nicholas..


me?im succesfully done with the case study group..huhu,..done one task already..today start the engine again.hehe...haaa,i've one picture to share..just like to capture it..

i'll stop here then..if got time i'll post again..God bless..

^@^...^!^

welcome again....today wanna say what ah?ermm...ohya, today i got a bit shopping buy a little gift for my brother and sister before i go back holiday this end of january..wuah,,missing them two lots.who want join me going back please raise your hand.^___^
i'm getting to get new friend instead of kechik later on. so perhaps that moment will come soon...huhu...

i'm going busy with the event and those project. so i was felt that my life will be very meaningful ever. and with these all i can forget all the past and move towards a shining star. even it is difficult i've to because there's nothing else i could wait for..as long as i have Lord Jesus with me and i knew that He never forget me but i'm the one that forget Him...

broken heart revealed

it's  night already. i'm still searching for something that is impossible. come on seriam, you can do it!! that damn things passed almost three weeks already and i still cannot forget it all. why i'm the who had to accept all of these? am i that unlucky? am i that bad? i do not know why..it seems kill me for the entire of my life.i was felt that i can't survive without him and finally i realized one thing. what for i kept waiting and hoping for nothing that impossible and unreacheable? because i'm the only one who keep tought that he will be always mine. but him? he just simply sat that hurt words and give me pain all the way. never mind then i give it all to the loved one..lord jesus..He know everything than i am..so, want it or not i have to stop here..